If there is one thing that the Lord has been challenging me
with is the call to love.
Matthew 5:43-48
You have heard that the Law of
Moses says, Love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I say, love your
enemies! Pray for those who persecute you! In that way, you will be acting as a
true child of your Father in heaven. For he gives his sunlight to both the evil
and the good, and he sends rain on the just and on the unjust too. If you love
only those who love you, what good is that? Even to your friends, how are you
different from anyone else? Even pagens do that. But you are to be perfect,
even as your Father in heaven is perfect.
This is a powerful verse that can easily get looked over.
There are so many times we meet people we grow to love, and there are so many
people that we meet, that we just have a hard time getting along with. This has
been a very big challenge for me. For years I would either ignore, or talk
about the person who I did not like-sadly I have to say that this is one of my biggest
faults. When I meet someone who I have a difficult time to get along with, I
will usually just ignore them, or pretend that they do not even exist. Let me
ask you something; is that how a true disciple of Christ should act?
No.
We are to love those who we do not get along with. One may
ask how in the world is that even possible? It is possible all through Christ.
This last week I have been a mess because I have been
walking around carrying sadness, anger, and just overall being upset that I am
having a hard time getting along with this one person. I will literally bend
over backwards to make someone like me. I have a hard time knowing that there
is someone out there who does not like me. I worry so much about how I appear
to others, I care so much about what people think about me. My question is, why
do I worry so much about what people think about me, and not enough about what
God thinks about me?
I walk around holding grudges against people; I walk around
talking behind others backs….is that the way a true disciple should act? No. I
am to not talk bad about people, I am to love them. Like what the Scriptures
say, “How are you different from anyone else?”
I am not different from that person who I like; I am not any
different from the person who I do not like. We are all sinners; we have all
been brought back to life because of Christ.
Karen lived by this verse above. She accepted all, she loved
her friends, and she loved her enemies. She never talked badly about anyone. I
want to live like this.
I have seen firsthand what it means to love everyone. Karen
did not care what color you were, she did not care what age you were, she did
not care if you were fat or skinny, she did not care if you had zits all over
your face..She showed a never ending amount of love. She took in all, and she
considered everyone a friend. I want to live like this; I want to love like
this.
The love that Karen showed to others, greatly impacted
hundreds upon hundreds of people, she made loving others her mission.
Lord, I am so sorry for all of the anger, for all of the
grudges that I have held against others. Lord I pray that you would transform
my heart and I pray that I would reflect your love to others. Lord I ask for
forgiveness, I ask for forgiveness for all of the negative that I have thought.
I pray that you would help me to love my enemies; I pray that I would speak and
think nothing but love for others. Lord, I ask that you take away all of the anger
that I have carried for years. I pray that you would continue to make me YOUR
disciple, I thank you for convicting me of this, and I give you a heart of
thanks for transforming me. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.
I love all of you out there reading this blog.
-Sarah
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